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[BubbleCat]

when they expect you to be happy. But they don't understand what you really want and wish for. They will not understand. But I am confident, I have been on this path for long, I put in more than anyone will understand and I put up with more than most believe. Yet I have faith, as I know it is the path I have chosen and I can not see its end. Much more, it gets better. I know I have chosen it, but I dont know the path itself. I only know I can experience what lays hidden yet, by treading this path. And I will. My raging heart beats, relentlessly. I know every single one of those heartbeats is devoted to this path. This path is the sole purpose of every single one of those heartbeats. My heart will not rest, it will either burn bright and furious until it has exhausted itself, or those heartbeats will live up to their purpose, steal luck from fortune and get me to where I belong and want to be: Heaven, Nirvana, Happiness, Purpose, <3 ...as you want.

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[BubbleCat]

Then again, one step closer is one step closer and nothing is lost. What my heart is beating for still exists, I did not see ashes but a fire that is long not out. One can not hide a fire, even if one tries to.

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[Bach]

That'll put a bustle in your hedgerow...

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[Mangrove]

That'll put a bustle in your hedgerow...

Don't worry; it's just a Spring Clean for the May Queen...

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[BubbleCat]

That'll put a bustle in your hedgerow...

Don't worry; it's just a Spring Clean for the May Queen...

Doesn't do much in terms of either giving answers nor getting us there.

Nothing phoenix themed here. A love story that is not yet easy.

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[Mangrove]

Have you ever read the first part of PIHKAL (the love story), a midsummer's night, Romeo anf Juliet, The Merchant of Venice, gotterdammerüng, Othello, MacBeth, or any of Nietzsche's works? They sorta kinda address your issues.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

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[BubbleCat]

*Götterdämmerung !



It may be a /b/-tier thread but mind your Grammatik Sir !

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[Mr. seeds]

Ehh, I got nuthin.. 

[Frog Pajamas]

Since I'm not sure what this topic is about anyway, a further derailment...

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow...

It's just a Spring Clean for the May Queen...

Are these lines about girls first getting their periods? Read that interpretation once, and never could hear those lines without remembering. 

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[BubbleCat]

Pussycentric model ? 

To answer your question: It was a beautiful thread devoted to the combined topic of love, struggle, grief, belief, suffering, austerity and hope ...

Also there is a message not mentioned in the thread itself: A post by BC on friday was earlier announced to be glad tidings.

But with a little help from you all (lovely folks) this thread quickly turned into a /b/-tier thread, maybe BCs very own shit-tier thread as of now.

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[Mangrove]

Since I'm not sure what this topic is about anyway, a further derailment...

I never knew, either. The only topic I could discern in the OP was an existentialist mood/outlook on life, the likes of which I love to ramble on forever about.

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