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[sporehead]

[This post was made by a close friend of sporehead/morbiddoctor, to allow his online friends to send well-wishes and their goodbyes]

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On the morning of 11/16/2016, Sporehead (AKA morbiddoctor) left us. This has come as a shock to his friends and family, as he has made great strides to deal with his struggle with drug use to try to find some sense of normalcy in this world. Unfortunately, the substance that allowed him to stay here also helped him leave. It is with great sorrow that I am posting this farewell in his honor.

Sporehead is an amazing, unique individual who is a beacon that brought so many beautiful people together. His love for his family and friends is palpable and everyone who met him were immediately drawn to him. He lived life in search of something to love and ground himself. He found many hobbies along the way, and took great strides to learn as much as he could and share it with the people he chose to surround himself with.

I would just like to plead to anyone who may be struggling with depression, self-acceptance or any other mental or health issues to tell someone before you take your life. Sporehead had so many friends that would have come to his aid, but his actions were impulsive, quick and silent. We will all truly miss him and all of our future experiences that will never be.


On behalf or Sporehead, I would like to thank everyone in this community for their support and all of the time we have shared together.

Farewell, and good luck on all of your journeys!

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We are willing to take any donations on his behalf to help pay for funeral expenses and pay for family and friends that can not afford the $1000+ travel expenses to attend the funeral. We appreciate any help, regardless of how much. This is not required, and will be just as happy to receive replies to this post.

Thank you for your support!

BTC Donations: 1CZgYHJ2hN8xFSRKgLh7Mt7gtLVNjTjySH


If anyone is willing to share any stories, or just leave a personal message I will pass them on to his family and friends.

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[mike-ologist]

May his beautiful soul find paradise. He was a friend, a mentor, and a great person through and through. He will forever be missed.

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[BubbleCat]

Rest in peace beautiful soul. 

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[Mangrove]

In pace requiescat,
-Mangrove

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[mj]

Very sorry to hear this sad news. Sporehead helped me to start growing with my first bag of spawn just this past May, he provided a lot of his time holding my hand while I was learning what to do and what not to do. I will do my best to pay forward the help and kindness that Sporehead provided to me to help others the way way he helped me. May he have found the place he wanted to be in now. Regards and condolences to his family. mj.

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[AcaciaAve]

Very beautiful being
This is unreal
I was seriously texting him a week ago
My heart goes out to him forever
Love you man

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[MadPlanter]

Sorry to hear about this brother you were a great dude! I thank you much for the trades we made and I hope you enjoyed attempting to grow the things I sent you! Hopefully your family will embrace your plants as memories of your persistent desire to understand the nature of what it is to be here. Glad we had the conversations we did via pm. I enjoyed your perspectives!

RIP bro! MP

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[LIBERTYNY]

  Always sorry to hear such story's

But then im reminded how little we know about death, And how its just as likely they are in a better place, laughing at all us suckers still hear.

still my prayers will be for the family and friends that will be mourning.

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[Bach]

If sporehead understood how many people he touched in a positive way I would like to think he might have made a different choice. Saddened that he made the choice he did. May you find peace brother, wherever you are.

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[Mangrove]

שָׁלוֹם

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[Frog Pajamas]

This is really sad news. Sporehead was a valuable member of our community and will be missed.

Thank you for letting us know, and please extend my warmest sympathies to his family and friends.

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[plantlight]

Shocked and saddened by this news.

RIP Sporehead.

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[Chicsa]

RIP Sporehead

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[nikshaz]

May his spirit find peace.

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[GrowerAndaShower]

I don't believe I had contact with him in my short time here, but I am saddened to hear we lost a well loved member of our community. I will keep his family and friends in my prayers.

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